- black booties
- high-waisted skirt/shorts
- black cropped blazer
- happiness
- contentment
- my loved ones to be safe and happy
- love
Sunday, June 1, 2008
It's all about you.
You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you On what you say or do? I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth
At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to break through And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you And I know how hard you've tried I've watched while love commands you And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again
Looks retro at the first glance, but then it slowly grew on me, esp after i tied the ends up(cause the weather is simply too hot!). Rather strange since I usually hate my hair after tying it as it'll curl up.
My hair cutting kaki of the day. Spontaneity is the key when you go out with Miss Veron. She proclaimed loudly after our movie that she feels like getting her hair cut, and off we go!
Caught [[Music and Lyrics]]. I love it! A no-brainer like what Bong said, but it's warm and romantic at the same time, and it sorta made me melt. Heh. I dont know how else to say it. Drew Barrymore was so silly and cute, and Hugh Grant is so subtly romantic... Sigh. Hollywood romance that'll never happen in real life?
Met him for a while in Cine before he leaves for e Jurong cave. Enough to make me happy. I really am easily contented hor?
Just met up with him for a sweeeeeeeeeeeeet date, with a tinge of sadness in the meantime though. But all ended fine and well. =)
Haven been chatting to him the way we did for quite some time. It's really nice to hear the stuff that's been happening around e both of us, crapping, cracking jokes, without the usual sian-ness that usually accompanies his tone since it's nothing but the army. This time, it's about crazy stuff that happened in clubs, lame jokes, incidences at work, wedding dress codes, yada yada.
Heh. Love his sunshine smile. And, small eyes galore.
I guess I just need reassurance, and encouragement. And appreciation. For others, and for me.
Ytd was perhaps the calmest reasoning I've had with him I guess. Quite a few moments I was almost bursting into tears, but I swallowed the lumps and kept on. I had to make him understand, or I really dont know how to let this continue on.
"对不起。办不到。"
I felt my heart sinking. To the only solution to pull things back to its original position, to let me find the feeling back again. And he just had to say these.
I hope whatever he decided to do would be towards this. And not giving up entirely, though that is really quite likely. I really dont know what to make of this anymore.
Went shopping at topshop a few days ago and I finally got the dress I ranted about some time back. But they dont have it in black anymore. Debated between green and brown and I got the brown one in the end. Green doesnt have one size bigger anyway. Need that upsize so that it would be long enough. :)
A belt below the waist area and a tube to cover some of my modesty and I'll be all ready to go out. Anyone wanna date me?
Oh and I got 29 bucks extra credit in a Topshop card I got for my friend. I dont know what I should spend it on!
Received a box of exquisite jellies too. They are supposed to be my supper for a week, but frankly, who can bear to even open these pretty things? And... My fav from the lot! =)
Went for this talk thing near chinatown/tanjong pagar area on Sat too. Abit of camwhoring... Walked past this street and I found the retro boutique hotel 1929! I thought this picture is really surreal. It's my wallpaper now.
This picture has really came to light. Sometimes, you've really got just sit down, and listen to what you heart's been telling you. It's hard, and I'm trying. Sigh. All's fine, all'll be fine...
i feel the familiar aching that i had before. the difference is, this lasted for the whole night, and i can still feel it now. crying used to be able to lift some of the pain, leaving me in a trance when i'm done, the tears washing away the seriousness of the situation.
but it's different now. no amount of crying worked. i'm so sad and hurt i dont even noe where to begin.
finally decided to stop procrastinating and update my blog. heh.
vee day was spent wayyyy early on last saturday. nothing exceptionally romantic though. am just glad to have him by my side. :)
to all my loved ones: you know i love you all. MUACKS!
beginning to get used to his way of loving me. although i am still clueless at times, when i realised at last the reasons behind the things he did, i love him more than ever.
count your blessings, mr see. cause you know how i feel towards you. hee.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!GONG XI FA CAI.
frankly speaking, chinese new year doesnt really hold much significance to me. am never really close to my cousins and relatives, my family almost never had a decent reunion dinner, and the big group gatherings that used to happen every chu yi stopped after my grandma passed away. never got to see my whole extended family since then.
so basically, the family reunion thingy is not part of my cny. more like an excuse to eat goodies like no tomorrow, buy/wear new stuff, have yusheng (! my fav!!), and collect a few packets of ang bao.
anyway, photos photos. event in school on tuesday!
union welfare day! meaning...
free candy floss and popcorn! and of course my freshies and me went to queue for it. heh.
later at night, had dinner at satsuma with veron and joseph...
...before chilling out at coffee bean for awhile.
all of us and my craving of the day: coffee bean's chocolate of a thousand leaves!
the many faces of joseph chua. (actually the only willing model who agreed to entertain me by posing.)
Jo says he captured greed. -.-
e day ended quite emotionally for me. should i really be contented with the way things are going on now, or revalue everything altogether?
clubbing in dbl with dearest bongie some time back! had this delicious bailey's shake. yum yum. and stroooonnnggg lychee martini. no wonder they served it with ice. cheers with lychees!
Looks retro at the first glance, but then it slowly grew on me, esp after i tied the ends up(cause the weather is simply too hot!). Rather strange since I usually hate my hair after tying it as it'll curl up.
My hair cutting kaki of the day. Spontaneity is the key when you go out with Miss Veron. She proclaimed loudly after our movie that she feels like getting her hair cut, and off we go! 
Heh. Love his sunshine smile. And, small eyes galore. 
=)
It's my wallpaper now.
